the usual garbage..

Hiyas. Not too much to report lately. So, here's a crummy survey thing, that I filled out. I apologize if I've spammed you with it. I stole the format from Dredd713.[eight songs that get stuck in your head frequently] 1. Lords on 45, Lords of Acid2. Magical Girl - Guitar Vader3. Thrill Kill Kult - Disko Flesh Pot4. Young MC - Bust a Move5. The Tramps - Disco Inferno6. The White Stripes - Fell In Love with a Girl7.Fatboy Slim - Weapons of Choice8. Bomfunk MCs - Freestyler[four beverages you drink frequently] 1. Cherry Coke2. Milk 3. Dr. Pepper4. "Code Red" Mountain Dew[five tv shows you liked when you were a little kid] 1. The A-Team2. Knight Rider3. Thundarr the Barbarian4. The Dukes of Hazzard5. He-Man[four things to do when you're bored] 1. Play Everquest2. Play Everquest while listening to music3. Play Everquest while chatting on IM4. Play Everquest while watching TV[four things that never fail to cheer you up] 1. New Loot2. Leveling3. Hot Sex0r4. Cat (not related to #3)[four things you can't live without] 1. Computer2. Brain3. Eyeballs4. Hands[about ten years ago *list three things*] 1. I built models and painted miniatures.2. I owned an Amiga 500 computer.3. I was the coolest kid in school. (no) [about two years ago *list three things*] 1. Ever since I 2. left college, my3. life has been a hazy, and dreary existence.[about one year ago *list three things*] 1. I worked at an arcade.2. I was dating Shasta.3. I was more social.[seven things you love] 1. video games2. girls who act cutesy3. meatlovers' pizza4. x5. attention6. girls who understand gaming7. a few select people.[seven things you dislike] 1. Outside2. Surveys3. Network television4. MTV and MTV people. 5. Other EQ guilds6. Non-Meat Foods7. everyone else.[seven facts about you] 1. I am addicted to nasal spray. (my nose bleeds close to 24/7)2. I do not have a high opinion of myself, despite popular opinion.3. I am currently one-hundred and sixty-four pounds 4. I'd like to be One-hundred and fifty pounds.5. I hate reading books.6. I have a college degree in computer arts, I studied motion graphics.7. I wear my heart on my sleeve.[artists/bands/people should give a listen to 1. Buahuas2. The Sisters of Mercy3. Guitar Vader4. Thrill Kill Kult5. Information Society6. Lords of Acid7. Peter Murphy[four things you would eat on the last day of your life] 1. Pizza2. (insert girl I have a crush on)3. (Insert another girl I have a crush on)4. Isn't this a fucking retarded (and obvious) question?[four records from your collection that you will never get tired of] 1. 2. Sisters of Mercy - Some Girls Wander by Mistake3. Bauhaus Greatest Hits Volume II4. Information Society - Peace and Love, Incorporated[four vacations you have taken] 1. Savannah Georgia (5 year vacation)2. Columbus, Ohio3. I think I was at Ocean City once or twice.4. Latrobe, Pa.[four things you'd like to learn] 1. power2. security3. worth4. Final-Cut Pro

I wish...

I wish she wasn't so unhappy all the time. I really wish I could help her. I wish I could go back, and change things that weren't good for her. I wish I could make current things better for her. I wish I could know her. I wish I had a chance..