the usual garbage..

Hiyas. Not too much to report lately. So, here's a crummy survey thing, that I filled out. I apologize if I've spammed you with it. I stole the format from Dredd713.[eight songs that get stuck in your head frequently] 1. Lords on 45, Lords of Acid2. Magical Girl - Guitar Vader3. Thrill Kill Kult - Disko Flesh Pot4. Young MC - Bust a Move5. The Tramps - Disco Inferno6. The White Stripes - Fell In Love with a Girl7.Fatboy Slim - Weapons of Choice8. Bomfunk MCs - Freestyler[four beverages you drink frequently] 1. Cherry Coke2. Milk 3. Dr. Pepper4. "Code Red" Mountain Dew[five tv shows you liked when you were a little kid] 1. The A-Team2. Knight Rider3. Thundarr the Barbarian4. The Dukes of Hazzard5. He-Man[four things to do when you're bored] 1. Play Everquest2. Play Everquest while listening to music3. Play Everquest while chatting on IM4. Play Everquest while watching TV[four things that never fail to cheer you up] 1. New Loot2. Leveling3. Hot Sex0r4. Cat (not related to #3)[four things you can't live without] 1. Computer2. Brain3. Eyeballs4. Hands[about ten years ago *list three things*] 1. I built models and painted miniatures.2. I owned an Amiga 500 computer.3. I was the coolest kid in school. (no) [about two years ago *list three things*] 1. Ever since I 2. left college, my3. life has been a hazy, and dreary existence.[about one year ago *list three things*] 1. I worked at an arcade.2. I was dating Shasta.3. I was more social.[seven things you love] 1. video games2. girls who act cutesy3. meatlovers' pizza4. x5. attention6. girls who understand gaming7. a few select people.[seven things you dislike] 1. Outside2. Surveys3. Network television4. MTV and MTV people. 5. Other EQ guilds6. Non-Meat Foods7. everyone else.[seven facts about you] 1. I am addicted to nasal spray. (my nose bleeds close to 24/7)2. I do not have a high opinion of myself, despite popular opinion.3. I am currently one-hundred and sixty-four pounds 4. I'd like to be One-hundred and fifty pounds.5. I hate reading books.6. I have a college degree in computer arts, I studied motion graphics.7. I wear my heart on my sleeve.[artists/bands/people should give a listen to 1. Buahuas2. The Sisters of Mercy3. Guitar Vader4. Thrill Kill Kult5. Information Society6. Lords of Acid7. Peter Murphy[four things you would eat on the last day of your life] 1. Pizza2. (insert girl I have a crush on)3. (Insert another girl I have a crush on)4. Isn't this a fucking retarded (and obvious) question?[four records from your collection that you will never get tired of] 1. 2. Sisters of Mercy - Some Girls Wander by Mistake3. Bauhaus Greatest Hits Volume II4. Information Society - Peace and Love, Incorporated[four vacations you have taken] 1. Savannah Georgia (5 year vacation)2. Columbus, Ohio3. I think I was at Ocean City once or twice.4. Latrobe, Pa.[four things you'd like to learn] 1. power2. security3. worth4. Final-Cut Pro

I wish...

I wish she wasn't so unhappy all the time. I really wish I could help her. I wish I could go back, and change things that weren't good for her. I wish I could make current things better for her. I wish I could know her. I wish I had a chance..

Ambiguous, open letter:

Dear X: Your attitude toward me today was "fairly crappy." If you have any kind of maturity, (not the pretend kewl-college-kid-internet-scrub type, but the real kind, where how-you-respond-to-others-affects-their-feelings) you'd have second thoughts about how you treat others.Contact me, if you have any thoughts on it. (I won't hold my breath)

Weird

I keep having dreams about my teeth falling out. I wonder what it means...

ho hum..

Nicole and I no longer fight. This happifies me! <3Hmm, Thecap'm comes over to hang tonight. It's been a while since he hung out. We will get pizzafied, I think. I'm sure he'll get drunk, too.And my secret recent EQ inductee wants to play online tonight, so I will chill with her online!

Sewing lesson:

One Bottle of Heady Kiola = place two packets-worth of kiola sap into a brew barrel, mix with a flask of water. Combine this with an empty bottle.One Silk Swatch: sew two "Giant-Spider Silks" together.One Vial of Viscus Mana: Give one pearl, and one poison vial to an Enchanter, have them cast spell: Thicken Mana.Wu's Fighting Shoulder Pads: Take one Silk Swatch, and imbue it with four bottles of Heady Kiola. When dried, dye it again with one Vial of Viscus Mana. Place the swatch and one mantle pattern in a sewing kit, and combine them.

Sewing lesson:

One Bottle of Heady Kiola = place two packets-worth of kiola sap into a brew barrel, mix with a flask of water. Combine this with an empty bottle.One Silk Swatch: sew two "Giant-Spider Silks" together.One Vial of Viscus Mana: Give one pearl, and one poison vial to an Enchanter, have them cast spell: Thicken Mana.Wu's Fighting Shoulder Pads: Take one Silk Swatch, and imbue it with four bottles of Heady Kiola. When dried, dye it again with one Vial of Viscus Mana. Place the swatch and one mantle pattern in a sewing kit, and combine them.

meh.

Cruel Thanksgiving. The family-units are far away in different states for various reasons, so I spent the night alone. I did have a TV-Dinner with chicken and mashed potatoes, and I fed the kittie some turkey-flavored Fancy Feast. Does that count?Nicole and I fight again, sigh.

I hope this works.

How Compatible are You with me? </center>

Get your War On..

http://mnftiu.cc/mnftiu.cc/war.html

SO MUCH FUN! (whee?)

so, I played with that slogan generator thing, and here's some of the gems it came up with:Run For The Fecal Matter.We'll Leave The Fecal Matter On For You.You'll Look a Little Lovelier Each Day with Fabulous Pink Fecal Matter.The Joy of Fecal Matter.Is It Live, Or Is It Fecal Matter?I'm Only Here For The Fecal Matter.Fecal Matter Really Satisfies.and fianlly,Don't Say Brown, Say "Fecal Matter".

H...

Hmm, my weight seems to be dropping again. This is good. Another 10 pounds would be nice. I still think I need a hard drug habit, or something. I'll try to write more, later.

so, I feel th...

so, I feel that everyone should look at this, in light of the new Terminator movie coming out:http://www.i-mockery.com/minimocks/commercial/

party time?

hi,I guess I was supposed to talk about the other night, but I kind of forgot to update and stuff. Well, I went, but I always feel out of my element at parties, so I only really talked to Bob all night. I made us leave early, because I didn't want to be there. Er...brb......I just came back from a few hours of playing WW2. Those god-damned Allied forces. They make me mad. I enjoy playing a sniper, and being an airplane tail-gunner and bombardier:1. bom-bar-dier (bom'ber-dir') n.The member of a combat aircraft crew who operates the bombsight and drops the bombs.Anyway, about the party. Nothing really interesting happened. There was some pee-wee's play-house style pirate porn playing on the TV all night. It featured a clown named "Fucko", a Pirate with a Ferret (not a Parrot) on his shoulder, some sleazy girl with pink hair, and a dwarf girl. There were a bunch of people who I didn't talk to. I am shy, I guess. Bob and I bought Shasta a Living Dead Dollie, because she collects 'em. We got her the special Hot Topic edition "Tragedy" Living Dead Doll, and she really seemed to enjoy it.Speaking of which, why do I feel completely embarrassed when I walk into a Hot Topic? I shouldn't be, but it makes me very uncomfortable.So, that's the details of the party. I didn't get to drink, except one beer, which is fine. I'm not sure that would've been the best place for me to be intoxicated. On the scale of parties, I would rate it "very nice".I feel cabin feverish. Would anyone like to hang out this week?

Went t...

Went to a party with the Bob (Dredd713) the other night. When I wake up from sleepy time, I'll tell my version of the story.

ugh

I feel like shit, god. My head hurts so badly. I had fun at the club, hanging with Miss Shasta. But, I got sick when I came home. Oh my god, can I please just die now?in the meantime, enjoy this:http://www.xmission.com/~maddox/irule.html

Vaterland Uber Alles!!

Hi Hi! Well, in the wake of the EQ guild thingie, I've been taking a break from the game, and trying a different game. I've been playing World War II: Online, for the last couple of nights, and it's a refreshing change. The game is very scary, and realistic, it feels like being in the middle of a real war. (which actually kind of sucks, to be pinned down for hours in a burned out house, etc) I have no plans to abandon EQ, but a much needed vacation is nice, until I feel ready to start playing again. Can you guess which side of the conflict I fight for? : ) Otherwise, not much else has been going on. There's plenty of work lately, which is good. I've been working on a video about an unmanned experimental helicopter, and just burning more CDs in the meantime. Good stuff, that pays all right. Lots of work to do is always good. I think tonight I'll head out to the club. I need to get a haircut first though, and I don't have a thing to wear. I need to figure something out! Help! Anyway, I should keep this short. Many things need to get done, if I'm to have fun tonight..

it ends..

Wel, it's 4 am. The deed is done. The Guild no longer exists. I weep. I don't care what you think. Anything someone poured their heart into for several years and loved, deserves tears.I feel wretched.

funnyfunny

Two muffins are sitting in an oven. One muffin turns to the other and declares, "Boy, it's getting hot in here!"To which the other muffin replies, "Holy Shit, a talking muffin!"

Busy, Busy Battie

Hello,There is so much going on in the last few days, and some sadness. I will recap:Work:Thursday and Friday were very busy workie days. On Thursday, I dumped about 3 hours worth of VHS tape onto DV tape, and helped work on graphics for another project involving police-seized computer assets. I also got assigned a project where Friday I would be driven out to an old Admiral's house, and taping an interview with him. A bit of a morbid concept, considering he is very old, and his health is failing. Unfortunately, that project fell through, so Friday I burned about 60 "Corporate Creative Services" demo CDs ("Look Good...Look Smart" is our motto). Then, I helped burn an additional 60 "Securing the Homeland" informational CDs for our corporation. While I was working on that, I finished doing the last three hours of the VHS/DV tape dump. (six hours of footage of an experimental unmanned helicopter, I think). When all that was done, I had to deliver the Homeland CDs to another one of our offices in McLean.Club:Due to online events I will discuss later on in the entry, I ended up going out Thursday night. I was saddened that none of my Live-Journal friends or readers were there. I clung to my friends Erin and Shasta all night, which was very cool, but I missed my "regular" little gang. That made me even more anti-social and shy than normal. So I just sort of glared at other people all night. I didn't look bad, though. The following is a verbose description of what I wore. (feel free to skip):(assume all pieces of clothing were black, unless otherwise noted)Lower Half: Damask pants with a paisley black-on-black pattern. Three inch-thick heeled oxford-style shoes.Upper Half: Dress shirt and braces, silk tie with black-on-black checkered pattern. Silver-spike tie tack. Arm length prom-gloves; fingers removed. Vest and matching blazer, "SS" pin on lapel. Triple-rowed spike bracelet on right wrist. Skull and Crossbones ring.Head: I bent over, so my head was upside down, applied generous amounts of Rewind hair-glue, and aqua-net, flipped my head back over, and presto, nuked hair.Game: It seems that my Everquest guild, after a year of existence, is disbanding. This is epically sad, coming at the height of our power, and our ability to do great things. I won't write a long tirade, or diatribe about my distress over this. But, I am really sad. I know my LJ friends won't understand, maybe I can better express what this means to me, with this link: ( http://pub82.ezboard.com/fgrumbukslairfrm2.showMessage?topicID=235.topic ) It is a message from our leader, and a very good friend of mine. Feel free to keep comments about my EQ-geekdom to yourself, please.I hope my guild mates will continue to visit my journal.Tomorrow:I think I'm supposed to go to the Ren Fair (yet again), with a bunch of friends. It should be nice to get out, and have a day to relax. I feel really spread thin lately. Maybe I'll buy another expensive piece of armor, to cheer myself up.

bleh.

Hmm,So, I didn't go to work today. They didn't really need my help, and I stayed up really late last night. Oh well. I pretty much spent the afternoon goofing around on the net, downloading crap from Kazaa, and playing EQ. Around eight, Colin and I went out to dinner at some little Chinese joint in Manassas, and we stopped by the arcade over at the mall, to see how all the white trash are doing. As I write this, I'm fooling around with Sound Forge 6, and MAME, whilest Colin plays on my old Dreamcast. Does anyone know any good ROMs sites? Not a very remarkable day at all, I'm afraid. I suspect that I will not be needed at work tomorrow, either. Would anyone like to hang out, or do something? I feel very cabin-feverish. Maybe I'll go out to the club again... Colin is not very good at playing Space Channel 5.Edit: Oh yeah, I have to give a shout-out to Viyon. He's a dumb dude.

I live?

I apologize for the lack of consistant updating, EQ has held my attention exclusively for the last few days. I will update later today though!

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I'll take someone to love, please!